Actually, the odds of you growing up alone are extremely high. Your mother was there when you were born and I'm sure the doctors were.

You're never really alone because you have your family.

You'll be alone, most likely, when you die but not in death.

I'm sure people will be sad.

You want to walk down the path of existentialism? No problem. But it's a path of ultimate freedom and responsibility. As you are the only factor of all.

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Waiting for the call within,
the spark of sin
Ever reminiscent of the coming storm
Can you see the cosmic face
in which disorder lies?

- Dark Tranquillity

To true.

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"Through avarice, evil smiles: through insanity, it sings." -Anonymous

Eternity. How can one define such a concept? Let's say, you're on a beach, and you have to carry the sand across an ocean to another beach. But you can only carry one grain of san

Just because ppl are around does not mean you are not still alone. If that makes sense. And it would be nice if I had my family. But thanks for the comment.

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"Through avarice, evil smiles: through insanity, it sings." -Anonymous

Eternity. How can one define such a concept? Let's say, you're on a beach, and you have to carry the sand across an ocean to another beach. But you can only carry one grain of san

I think you know the answer to that...
I've told you.
You know you're not just living for you.

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~Amber

what could I give when you've got all you need

I know what you mean, by the being surrounded by people but being alone. The problem with this, is that the reason you are alone is because you are hidding. You don't want them to see that you are hurting inside, you want to pretend that you're okay. It's a choice to be alone, I know that now...wether you think it at the time or not, you choose to be alone because you choose not to rely on others and give yourself the excuse that people only hurt you, or you hurt them, but there's more to that than you know. They are all there willing to help and take care of you. People will be sad when you die, I know I would be very sad. Because you are a kind and loving person who's just had a hard life. Moving on is the hardest thing in the world to do, but you just have to come to the conclusion that you won't let it hurt you anymore and just face it head on. Granted there will be times when you will fall or feel weak, but you must keep going on, if you want to not be alone, you have to decide for yourself that you don't want to be. People can only do so much for you if you refuse their help or attention, even if you don't realize that you're the one doing it. It's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry and hurt, but you have to trust people, and in return you won't be lonely anymore.

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Then I knew...it must really suck to be a sandwich...
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